Hello readers
I just wanna express my feelings in some way and I found out writing it is a good idea
Its hard to talk to someone 24/7 and being madly in love with but you surely know he doesn't love you back or care for you like you do for him
Jed its so hard y3ny t7ben shakh9 w t3rfen ena kelesh kelesh w low 3ala ga9 ergubtich y7ebech wela y3ezech kither ma t3zena w hal shay eythayeg
Mu ela 3an if you love a guy or something w tkr'hen etha yab 6ary a7ad '3ayrech w t'3aren w tben tg6en n'3zat tbayen ena t7bena efham ya khdayo aw shy chthy bs mu bedech
7ata etha fgadtay shakh9 3azez 3ala galbich w kan agrab lich mn rou7ich w low shnu mara7 tred 9adaqatkoum wela 3elaqtkoum nfs gabel
Ana atkalam 3an etha khsartay 9adeqa mahma 9ar mara7 y3aweth'ha alzeman , ehya bkuber'ha b 7lowa w shen'ha ma tt3awath , eb esloub'ha w 6areqat'ha ma tt3awath t7sen enty nsaytay rou7ich ba3ad ma ehya nstech
T7sen glbich yzouq y6er lama tsm3en esm'ha aw a7d ytklm 3an'ha
W 3ala kether ma entay z3lana 3layha aw shayla 3layha ma trthayn 3layha w t7ben'ha
Ehya ele 9ij tgdren tgoulin 3an'ha ekhty
Ehya ele tn'3zech etha marat wa7da qathetha tkr'hen'ha
Wela etha mar shakh9 entay t7bena t36ech nthrat w t'th7ak
Ehya ele t7ben'ha 7ub mu 6abe3y allah la ybayen '3laha
Jed madry laish ketabt hal klam but this is exactly what I feel
I miss talking to her
I miss seeing her
I miss hearing her laughs
I miss telling her I love you
Kel ma agra our old chat a7es galby y3wrny mahma sawayt shay '3ala6 b7ag'ha bs nadmana gad sha3ar rasy
Almushkela ehya mu 7asa fene wana 6ay7atla stalking w asa2el kel ele t3aref'hum 3an'ha shloun'ha shm'swya w shkhbar'ha
Laydaraja malaw min 7anety
Okay adry ymkin tgroun w tgouloun shd3wa 3laich aw shy bs jed that did happen to me
Allah yathkerech blkhair <3
Etha ga3da tgrain fhmay alna'3za
MSHTAGGAAAAAAA !!!!
Jed walla mshtagtlich w mara7 alga mthlich low adour aldenya kel'ha mara7 alga nfsich <3<3
Lovee yaaaa ;*****
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ودي اهدي اهداء حق زوزو لوول إذا قريتي عرفي انه لج ::
ودي اهديج كل شئ بس مادري شحدد بالضبط
ويلو -راشد الماجد
تذكرين- راشد الماجد
و ترا أنا زعلانه عليج بس قاعده اكلمج شسوي
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A BIIGGG SOORRYYY REAAADEERRRSSSS
Ga3da agreg 3laikoum bs here is the post :*
Enjoy it beautiful :**
This post is dedicated to @_burninglove_ :**
And aishaa w reem loovee yaa ;*
Previously on chapter 3
While standing cuz 6agat chabdy " okay abdulaziz bye ;p"
I was going to move until he...
Held my arm
*gasp* shloun ytjaraaa2 !!!
Ana lafayt wayhe 3layh w 36ayta nathrat al" sick use me ?!!??!!" *excuse me;p*
Nazalt 3youny 3ala eede y3ny wakher'ha w layl7en ykhznee since he was tall I had to lift my head up every time I look at him uffffff :( he's cute bs ham 8atheeth unfair !
Omg I realized ena e7na wagfen chthy muda :::
Ohh nsayt ma gtlkoum 3an abdulaziz
He's tall well he might be a medium size or high for you but I see him like a tall person , he have this cute curly brownie hair yshaweg 7adaaa ! w he have this wide open eyes with a light green color that kinda drifting more to blue or honey colored , and he have this nose that fits to guys , w he's a bit tanned y3nyy , and small lips and he have muscles mu wayed nafs hal myanen la al3ady ele eybayen ena he's a guy y3n-..
OOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!
J u s t n o t i s e d
He have dimples ! My weakness!!!!!
Ughhh w7da 3ala 7ncha w bkhdouda wayyyyy zouuqaaaa
Cheny fa9kha al7aya shwy ?:) wela don't you think ::
Almohem I was studying every inch in his body when he intruded and humiliated me :)
Abdulaziz: haa shfech tkhzene mn foug lay ta7at laykoun mu3jaba w ga3da tkhzene 3adel 3shan tgoulin 7ag rfejatich ;) *and he smiled while his dimples appeared*
Ana nazalt rasy w wyhe gelba a7mar w gtla
Samia: okay abdulaziz lazem arou7 bye
Abdulaziz: ma 3araft esmich !
Samia: ma y7taj *while walking away*
ABDUALAZIZ'S POINT OF VIEW:
.......: ma y7taj *while walking away*
Abdulaziz: l7thaa l7thaa
I tried to follow her but she faded between people..
Shd3wa 3alay y3ny I admit she's pretty but huh who knows she's playing hard to get :)
My phone rang it was my cousin khalooud
Khaled: hala hala wallah ma tgoul eshtgt 7ag 7bebe khaloud w badeg 3layhh
Abdulaziz while laughing: hahaha halaa khalouud 3ad 9ij lek wa7shaa
Khaled: 7abeeb , shlounk w shloun london ?
Abdulaziz: bkhair al7mdellah , shloun alahal ? Shm'swen bdouny e7m e7m::
Khaled: haha wallah khalty *abdulaziz's mother* 3ala 7a6at'ha mna7a kel youm
Abdulaziz: waaihh agoul khaloud badiig 3layha aklmik b3dain okay ?
Khaled: mashie yallah ma3alsalama
Abdulaziz: ysalmik
He closed the phone and got into his car headed to the hotel cus his new apartment needed sometime.. Anyways
He reached the hotel and entered his room after waiting for the elevator and stopping by every floor cus it was crowded he finally reached safely :p
He threw himself on the bed while moaning uhh moaning ?:: okay while feeling dizzy but before falling into his own dreams
He called his mom and throw himself on the couch and waited till someone pick it up
Nada: aloo ?
Abdulaziz: nadooiaa ?? Halla shlounichh
Nada: 3aazooouzz !!! Ambyy hiii mshtagtliik
Abdulaziz: akthar wallah , ma9adre alkha9a tgoule ome tbche 9arlaha cham youm
Nada: ufff la y7oushiik en6er a9a3edlaha altlfoun khal tstanes
Abdulaziz: haha yallah asra3
*Nada is abdulaziz little sister ohma wa7eden om'hum w obouhom*
He talked to his mother and had to hear the sniffing and crying a bit her and there after that he excused himself to rest and closed the phone and drifted to his own dreams..
But before he sleeps he got a call that his apartment is ready and he have to come now and take the keys so gal bdal la anam khal anqel since he didn't even bother to unpack
6la3 mn alhotel b3ad ma kansal w dfa3 kil shy so no need to come again
W9al w he settled in....
SAMIA'S POINT OF VIEW:
Hmm isn't it kinda wired bs khara3ny y3ny !:: fashla 3araf ene kuwaiteya::: bs wai3 nou3a wai3 :):: bs madryy hehe:: uff 7ata jumla mufeeda ma geltt -.-'
W9alt my apartment w salem ma kan mwjooud fa g3dt brou7y ashouf alTV
" Who says who says your not perfect who says your not worth it ....... "- selena gomez who says
My ring tone announced that a have a call I looked at the screen wela raqam '3areeb hmm who could it be ?
I pecked it up and said : " hello ?" With a questioning voice
No replay on the other line
I said again" Helloo ??" With a deeper questioning voice
No replay " hmm okay bye " I said and hang up
G3dt a6ale3 altv shwy b3dain ye3t+.+ fa dgayt 3ala salem
Samia: salooooooommmmm
Salem: ha ?
Samia: you3ana :(
Salem: meta ma kntay you3ana :)
Samia: youuz 3anyy enzain meta btred ?
Salem: madry bs not today , 6lbay aw 6l3ay m3a a7ad many yay alyoum
Samia: ahh okay take care bye
Salem: chaaw
Ma3a mnu a6la3 I'm not a social person ma 3nde a lot of friends y3ny..
Ohh jacklen ;p
I dialed her number if you remember her y3ny and she answered it after the third ring and said :" Hooulaaaa soomoo "
Samia: hooulaa jackii *giggle*
Jacklen: what are you up to toodaay ?
Samia: actually I called you to go out for lunch ?
Jacklen: I'm going to lunch with some new guys and old ones from collage plss come I swear if you got bothered I by my self will takr you home plss soomoo
Samia: well after asking my mind ill say okay under one condition
Jacklen: goush! What is it ?
Samia: FEED MEE !!
Jacklen while giggling : okay okay , I'm coming now changee !!
Samia: okaay byeee
I wore my black dotted knee length skirt and a sleeveless white spike shirt and my Tiffany scarf wore my shoes applied my eyeliner + mascara + lipstick + some blusher + checked my purse for my necessary things + waved my hair big waves + looked at the mirror once + looked twice + was about to look the third time when I heard jackleen's car horn
Said to my self : coming comingg
While locking my apartment keys I turned around to find abdullaziz this guy just freaks me out :)
Samia: what are you doing here ?
ABDULAZIZ'S POINT OF VIEW:
Gemt mn alnooum with a terrible headache uff 9makhee :)
'3asalt w khl9t w estw3bt enee 7adyy you3aan
So badalt w 6l3t I checked up with this new guy from collage I know uhwa Saudi thanks god w gtla khal n6la3 nakel shy you3an galy okay w were going to EAT !!! Yaay mee ;)
Badalt w 6l3t twny b9ek albab wela hathy madre sh'sm'ha almaleeqa jedamee tgfel bab she8at'ha
Lafat 3lay wayeha e3tfas chen'ha shayfa yene
...........: what are you doing here ?
Ma3a nathra
Abdulaziz: I live here !? ;/
.........: hmm okay
7grt'ha w nzlt aldaray w I found a blonde haired girl was about to hug me then backed away suddenly
...........: omg so so sorry maan I thought you were someone elsee
Abdulaziz: hmm its okay
She looked behind me and screamed saying : " SOOOOOOMMOOO "
I turned around and find this annoying lady that I just knew she's next to my apartment
Her face turned red cus well I knew her name was somo
I looked at her from head to toe with a smirk and said: hmm somo is your name huh *giggle*
The blonde haired girls said: oh noo noo she 9amiaa but I call her somo cus its easy to me well you kn-......
She couldn't continue her sentence and there was the girl that I finally knew her name "9"amia 7a6at ed'ha 3ala 7alj this blonde girl:::
Abdulaziz: so 9amia:: I finally knew you name * I turned my face to the blonde and said * so blonde we must have a talk *wink* what's you name mademoiselle ?
...........: HAHAHAHA *y3ny ga3da t'th7ak bdfasha:::* jacklen :$ you may call me jacki
Abdulaziz: okay jacki *wink* see ya later
I giggled and walked out but soon on 9amia held my hand and said
Samia: ufff ent bkel mukan bt6l3le ?! W ana samia mu 9amia lm3loumatek okay * she said with an annoying cute voice *
Abdulaziz: enzain y3ny laish gltele ?:: * trying to annoy her*
Samia: MAA7EEB A7AAD YNADEENEEE 9AMIAAA !!!!!!!!
Abdulaziz: okay haday haday 9amia ::
I was about to run away wela tmskne w tgoul : mabe ashufek again bs krhtek mn al7en tara kelesh ma t'tha7ek tnarfez w 8atheth w kareh w jaykar w muz3ej w mu3aqad w ma 3ndik bristij w yahel w ma tn3a6a wayh !
Okay jed shalkalam ? A3arfech t3rfene ? 7a6emat m3nweyate w I felt sad
Abdulaziz: okay
Wakhart ed'ha 3any ele ma la7eth'tha wwala shalt'ha w dzayt'ha w 6l3t
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