random post.. تعرفين اني شاعر يجهل سحاب القصيد وانتي بشده جمالك على اوراقي تمطرين؟

قالت والدمعُ متراكمٌ في عينيها: " أُجبرت! أُجبرت على هذا و ليسَ بيدي حيله"

"امسَحي دُموعكِ فَهل للبكاءِ فائِده؟ "قالَ لها بشده متناسياً عن شده حبها له"

قالت و البكاءُ مسيطرٌ عليها و متفاجأه بما يقوله:

" ألن تتحدى العالمَ بأسره فقط لتكونَ معي كما وعدتني ؟
ألن تحقق لي أحلامي التي أقنعتُ بها نفسي انها لن تتحقق إﻻ معك ؟ كما وعدتني ؟
ألن تفعل المستحيلَ لتحققَ ما اريده و حتى لو كان مستحيلاً ؟ كما وعدتني ؟
ألن تفرحَ بمجرد سماع صوتي كما اعتدت ؟ و انك لن تمل منه ابدا ؟ كما وعدتني ؟
ألن تكون أسعد البشر بمجردِ قولي احبك ؟ و لن تحبَ َغيري؟ كما وعدتني ؟
ألن يكون لكلماتي مجال يغير ما تفكر به؟ و لن تقول لي ﻻ ابدا ً؟ كما وعدتني ؟"

سكتت عندما نفدتِ الاحرف منها..
نسيت الكلامّ الذي بداخلها..
احبت لكن لم تحب..
عشقت و لم تعشق..



انتظرت رداً لكن لم تجده..



" احببتك طول سنيني ، عشقتك ، ادمنت صوتك ، ابتسامتك اشراقة يومي ، كيف سأحيا من دونك ؟ هل أعطتني الجواب ؟ كنت الحياة بمعناها ، كنت القلب بأحشائه ، كنت الأب و الأخ و الحبيب.." قالت.



سكتت بانتظار رده لعلها تجد ما يرضيها




" هل ﻻحظت استخدامي *كنت* ، لأنك ببساطة اصبحت من الماضي ، لن تكفيني بما لديك ، لان ببساطه وعودك كانت كاذبة!!!!!!! كانت كلاما قلته ﻻ طبقته !"

افرغت ما بداخلها ثم سكتت مطالبته بالرد و لو بكلمه


"انتي في قلبي كابنتي ،كاختي ، كامي"

" اشتاق لكي عندما تكونين بعيدة عني و احب التحكم بك...
كابنتي "

"تفعلين ما امر به و تخافين عند غضبي و تهرعين لصديقاتك طلبا للحل..
كاختي "

" ﻻ تتركينني افعل ما يضرني و تعضبي و تشعرين بالاسى و تطالبينني بالاستماع لك..
كأمي "

" لكنني لم اجد ما يصنفك كحبيبتي "
















اقنعت نفسها بالكلامِ تاركةً لهُ البكاء كخاتمة لما مر بينهم في السنين التي سبقت ..
اجتهدت بالمخاطرة و وافقت بما طلب منها ..
لم تنسى ولكن غفرت ..
لأن الماضي لا ينسى ..







*"ان تقول بأنك تحبني عندما أردتك صديقا
وكم من الأغرب أن تقول بأننا اصدقاء بعد ان احببتك بصدق
والأغرب ان ﻻ أجدك اليوم !
ﻻ صديقا احببته // وﻻ حبيبا صادقته"*

" يا الله.. كم هو مؤلم ان تكوني عاشقه.."

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VIVIR , AMOR , RIER chapter 5

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Hello my loverss , I got good feedbacks and comments I love you alott <3 and this post ill dedicated to the beautiful Nourah alruwaished <3 a7beech xx

Enjoy it cuties :*

Previously on chapter 4 

Samia: MAA7EEB A7AAD YNADEENEEE 9AMIAAA !!!!!!!! 

Abdulaziz: okay haday haday 9amia ::

I was about to run away wela tmskne w tgoul : mabe ashufek again bs krhtek mn al7en tara kelesh ma t'tha7ek tnarfez w 8atheth w kareh w jaykar w muz3ej w mu3aqad w ma 3ndik bristij w yahel w ma tn3a6a wayh !

Okay jed shalkalam ? A3arfech t3rfene ? 7a6emat m3nweyate w I felt sad 

Abdulaziz: okay 

Wakhart ed'ha 3any ele ma la7eth'tha wwala shalt'ha w dzayt'ha w 6l3t 

I stopped a taxi and told him to go where my Saudi friend rakan told me to 

SAMIA'S POINT OF VIEW: 

Samia:: mabe ashufek again bs krhtek mn al7en tara kelesh ma t'tha7ek tnarfez w 8atheth w kareh w jaykar w muz3ej w mu3aqad w ma 3ndik bristij w yahel w ma tn3a6a wayh !

Abdulaziz just gave me a look that explains it all w daz eedy 7ail w 6la3 

Uffffff I hate him ynarrfeezz

Lafayt 3ala jacki and I said 

Samia: your gonnna be dead sososososo soon :)

Jacklen: uhhh he's cute btw why were you screaming and what did both of you say ? 

Samia: None of your business !! Move your legs common we got some friends that's waiting

Jacki: okay okay * and then she started mumbling about ME being the late one andd blah blah blah *

We reached our destiny and saw our friends there .. Well not all of them they were starting to gather 

Nvm almohim we said our hii's and hello's to those two girls and three guy's who were there and sat and started chit-chatting and that 

After a while we were the center of the eye cus we were in a huge girls and boys number and our voice was loud 

Two guys showed up ... Ooouhhhhhhh this is raakaaan ::: the guy who busted me wana ga3da aseb al teacher when she gave me a low grade w makent adre lana sabayt bl3rby of course:: 

He have company hmm .. Uff wkhraw mu gadra ashufa al6awla 7uusaa

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Wai3 mabee mabeee shyaybaa hatha est'3farallah he stalk me or what 

Ya ruubaaaahhh !!!

ABDULLAZIZ'S POINT OF VIEW : 

I reached the restaurant With rakan and picked a table to sit on 

We started talking and laughing then rakan said 

Rakan: hahaha tha7aktny abdulaziz , shuf hthouly 3yal aljam3a ele mnak

Abdulaziz: wain ?

Rakan: ele bel6awla thek ale eha 7arem w 3yal ya walad a3ma ent ?

Abdullaziz: eh ehh shft'hum

Rakan: gam gam nru7l'hum yws3un al9ader ya rajal

Abdulaziz: yalla ::

We reached there table rakan introduce me to them and we got a chair and sat 

Rakan said his hiii's and helloo's to who he knows and suddenly he started welcoming and talking to that girl and laughing he seems to know her well 

I was trying to see her but I couldn't cus rakan's shoulder is covering her small body she peaked her head from rakan's shoulder and pointed at me I smiled and made a fake gasp and pointed at my self kinda saying " *:o* mee ? " 

When I studied her face and her kinda disgust look I knew who was she 

I hurried with making my smile fade and looked away 

Rakan seemed confused

Y3ny did I do something wrong ???

She over reacted ALOTT !! 

I said bye to those American's guys and girls who I don't even know their name and went out of the restaurant

Send to rakan on whatsup

"Rakan I had an emergency call gotta go , enjoy and thank you for your invitation. " 

Closed my phone waved for a taxi hopped in went to my apartment and went to bed !

After several weeks rakan and samia always:- 

-see each other in the morning 

-They give each other looks 

-take their usual drink from their usual caffe 

-get in the collage at the same time 

And repeat that over and over 

That's just in the morning btw :)

And samia is still having these weird phone call when nobody replays on the other line...

.تدري شنو أصعب شعور ينحط فيه الإنسان انه بعد فتره يرجعله شخص خلاه من فتره شخص كنت تحبه و تشتاقله بالدقيقة مليون مره خلا دموعك تنزل خلاك تسمع كل أغاني الشوق و الوله و الخيانه خلاك تسمع كل الأغاني إلي تلمس قلبك و أذكرك فيه تدرون عاد لما هالشخص يرد تحس بشعور غريب و سؤال ما يا إلا اللحين ياني بعد ما مرت شهور و أيام و يا ترى ليش ييت سمعنه اللحين ودي أقولك كل إلي بقلبي من أيام ودي أقولك روح ياعلك تحب واحد ما يستاهل و يخليك نفس ما خليتني و أنا بأعز حاجتي لك!!

VIVIR , AMOR , RIER chapter 4

Before reading the post 

Hello readers 

I just wanna express my feelings in some way and I found out writing it is a good idea 

Its hard to talk to someone 24/7 and being madly in love with but you surely know he doesn't love you back or care for you like you do for him 

Jed its so hard y3ny t7ben shakh9 w t3rfen ena kelesh kelesh w low 3ala ga9 ergubtich y7ebech wela y3ezech kither ma t3zena w hal shay eythayeg 

Mu ela 3an if you love a guy or something w tkr'hen etha yab 6ary a7ad '3ayrech w t'3aren w tben tg6en n'3zat tbayen ena t7bena efham ya khdayo aw shy chthy bs mu bedech 

7ata etha fgadtay shakh9 3azez 3ala galbich w kan agrab lich mn rou7ich w low shnu mara7 tred 9adaqatkoum wela 3elaqtkoum nfs gabel 

Ana atkalam 3an etha khsartay 9adeqa mahma 9ar mara7 y3aweth'ha alzeman , ehya bkuber'ha b 7lowa w shen'ha ma tt3awath , eb esloub'ha w 6areqat'ha ma tt3awath t7sen enty nsaytay rou7ich ba3ad ma ehya nstech 

T7sen glbich yzouq y6er lama tsm3en esm'ha aw a7d ytklm 3an'ha 

W 3ala kether ma entay z3lana 3layha aw shayla 3layha ma trthayn 3layha w t7ben'ha 

Ehya ele 9ij tgdren tgoulin 3an'ha ekhty 

Ehya ele tn'3zech etha marat wa7da qathetha tkr'hen'ha 

Wela etha mar shakh9 entay t7bena t36ech nthrat w t'th7ak 

Ehya ele t7ben'ha 7ub mu 6abe3y allah la ybayen '3laha 

Jed madry laish ketabt hal klam but this is exactly what I feel 

I miss talking to her 

I miss seeing her 

I miss hearing her laughs

I miss telling her I love you

Kel ma agra our old chat a7es galby y3wrny mahma sawayt shay '3ala6 b7ag'ha bs nadmana gad sha3ar rasy 

Almushkela ehya mu 7asa fene wana 6ay7atla stalking w asa2el kel ele t3aref'hum 3an'ha shloun'ha shm'swya w shkhbar'ha

Laydaraja malaw min 7anety 

Okay adry ymkin tgroun w tgouloun shd3wa 3laich aw shy bs jed that did happen to me 

Allah yathkerech blkhair <3

Etha ga3da tgrain fhmay alna'3za 

MSHTAGGAAAAAAA !!!!

Jed walla mshtagtlich w mara7 alga mthlich low adour aldenya kel'ha mara7 alga nfsich <3<3

Lovee yaaaa ;*****

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ودي اهدي اهداء حق زوزو لوول إذا قريتي عرفي انه لج :: 

ودي اهديج كل شئ بس مادري شحدد بالضبط 

ويلو -راشد الماجد 

تذكرين- راشد الماجد 

و ترا أنا زعلانه عليج بس قاعده اكلمج شسوي 

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A BIIGGG SOORRYYY REAAADEERRRSSSS 

Ga3da agreg 3laikoum bs here is the post :* 

Enjoy it beautiful :**

This post is dedicated to @_burninglove_ :**

And aishaa w reem loovee yaa ;*

Previously on chapter 3 

While standing cuz 6agat chabdy " okay abdulaziz bye ;p" 

I was going to move until he...

 

Held my arm 

*gasp* shloun ytjaraaa2 !!!

Ana lafayt wayhe 3layh w 36ayta nathrat al" sick use me ?!!??!!" *excuse me;p* 

Nazalt 3youny 3ala eede y3ny wakher'ha w layl7en ykhznee since he was tall I had to lift my head up every time I look at him uffffff :( he's cute bs ham 8atheeth unfair !

Omg I realized ena e7na wagfen chthy muda :::

Ohh nsayt ma gtlkoum 3an abdulaziz

He's tall well he might be a medium size or high for you but I see him like a tall person , he have this cute curly brownie hair yshaweg 7adaaa ! w he have this wide open eyes with a light green color that kinda drifting more to blue or honey colored , and he have this nose that fits to guys , w he's a bit tanned y3nyy , and small lips and he have muscles mu wayed nafs hal myanen la al3ady ele eybayen ena he's a guy y3n-..

OOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!

J u s t n o t i s e d   

He have dimples ! My weakness!!!!!

Ughhh w7da 3ala 7ncha w bkhdouda wayyyyy zouuqaaaa

Cheny fa9kha al7aya shwy ?:) wela don't you think ::

Almohem I was studying every inch in his body when he intruded and humiliated me :) 

Abdulaziz: haa shfech tkhzene mn foug lay ta7at laykoun mu3jaba w ga3da tkhzene 3adel 3shan tgoulin 7ag rfejatich ;) *and he smiled while his dimples appeared*

Ana nazalt rasy w wyhe gelba a7mar w gtla 

Samia: okay abdulaziz lazem arou7 bye 

Abdulaziz: ma 3araft esmich !

Samia: ma y7taj *while walking away*

ABDUALAZIZ'S POINT OF VIEW:

.......: ma y7taj *while walking away*

Abdulaziz: l7thaa l7thaa 

I tried to follow her but she faded between people..

Shd3wa 3alay y3ny I admit she's pretty but huh who knows she's playing hard to get :) 

My phone rang it was my cousin khalooud 

Khaled: hala hala wallah ma tgoul eshtgt 7ag 7bebe khaloud w badeg 3layhh 

Abdulaziz while laughing: hahaha halaa khalouud 3ad 9ij lek wa7shaa 

Khaled: 7abeeb , shlounk w shloun london ?

Abdulaziz: bkhair al7mdellah , shloun alahal ? Shm'swen bdouny e7m e7m::

Khaled: haha wallah khalty *abdulaziz's mother* 3ala 7a6at'ha mna7a kel youm 

Abdulaziz: waaihh agoul khaloud badiig 3layha aklmik b3dain okay ?

Khaled: mashie yallah ma3alsalama

Abdulaziz: ysalmik

He closed the phone and got into his car headed to the hotel cus his new apartment needed sometime.. Anyways 

He reached the hotel and entered his room after waiting for the elevator and stopping by every floor cus it was crowded he finally reached safely :p

He threw himself on the bed while moaning uhh moaning ?:: okay while feeling dizzy but before falling into his own dreams 

He called his mom and throw himself on the couch and waited till someone pick it up 

Nada: aloo ?

Abdulaziz: nadooiaa ?? Halla shlounichh 

Nada: 3aazooouzz !!! Ambyy hiii mshtagtliik 

Abdulaziz: akthar wallah , ma9adre alkha9a tgoule ome tbche 9arlaha cham youm 

Nada: ufff la y7oushiik en6er a9a3edlaha altlfoun khal tstanes 

Abdulaziz: haha yallah asra3 

*Nada is abdulaziz little sister ohma wa7eden om'hum w obouhom*

He talked to his mother and had to hear the sniffing and crying a bit her and there after that he excused himself to rest and closed the phone and drifted to his own dreams..

 

But before he sleeps he got a call that his apartment is ready and he have to come now and take the keys so gal bdal la anam khal anqel since he didn't even bother to unpack

6la3 mn alhotel b3ad ma kansal w dfa3 kil shy so no need to come again

W9al w he settled in....

SAMIA'S POINT OF VIEW:

Hmm isn't it kinda wired bs khara3ny y3ny !:: fashla 3araf ene kuwaiteya::: bs wai3 nou3a wai3 :):: bs madryy hehe:: uff 7ata jumla mufeeda ma geltt -.-'

W9alt my apartment w salem ma kan mwjooud fa g3dt brou7y ashouf alTV 

" Who says who says your not perfect who says your not worth it ....... "- selena gomez who says   

My ring tone announced that a have a call I looked at the screen wela raqam '3areeb hmm who could it be ?

 I pecked it up and said : " hello ?" With a questioning voice 

No replay on the other line 

I said again" Helloo ??" With a deeper questioning voice 

No replay " hmm okay bye " I said and hang up 

G3dt a6ale3 altv shwy b3dain ye3t+.+ fa dgayt 3ala salem

Samia: salooooooommmmm

Salem: ha ?

Samia: you3ana :(

Salem: meta ma kntay you3ana :)

Samia: youuz 3anyy enzain meta btred ?

Salem: madry bs not today , 6lbay aw 6l3ay m3a a7ad many yay alyoum

Samia: ahh okay take care bye

Salem: chaaw

Ma3a mnu a6la3 I'm not a social person ma 3nde a lot of friends y3ny.. 

Ohh jacklen ;p 

I dialed her number if you remember her y3ny and she answered it after the third ring and said :" Hooulaaaa soomoo "

Samia: hooulaa jackii *giggle* 

Jacklen: what are you up to toodaay ?

Samia: actually I called you to go out for lunch ? 

Jacklen: I'm going to lunch with some new guys and old ones from collage plss come I swear if you got bothered I by my self will takr you home plss soomoo

Samia: well after asking my mind ill say okay under one condition

Jacklen: goush! What is it ? 

Samia: FEED MEE !!

Jacklen while giggling : okay okay , I'm coming now changee !!

Samia: okaay byeee

I wore my black dotted knee length skirt and a sleeveless white spike shirt and my Tiffany scarf wore my shoes applied my eyeliner + mascara + lipstick + some blusher + checked my purse for my necessary things + waved my hair big waves + looked at the mirror once + looked twice + was about to look the third time when I heard jackleen's car horn 

Said to my self : coming comingg

While locking my apartment keys I turned around to find abdullaziz this guy just freaks me out :)

Samia: what are you doing here ?

ABDULAZIZ'S POINT OF VIEW:

Gemt mn alnooum with a terrible headache uff 9makhee :)

'3asalt w khl9t w estw3bt enee 7adyy you3aan 

So badalt w 6l3t I checked up with this new guy from collage I know uhwa Saudi thanks god w gtla khal n6la3 nakel shy you3an galy okay w were going to EAT !!! Yaay mee ;) 

Badalt w 6l3t twny b9ek albab wela hathy madre sh'sm'ha almaleeqa jedamee tgfel bab she8at'ha 

Lafat 3lay wayeha e3tfas chen'ha shayfa yene 

...........: what are you doing here ?

Ma3a nathra 

Abdulaziz: I live here !? ;/

.........: hmm okay 

7grt'ha w nzlt aldaray w I found a blonde haired girl was about to hug me then backed away suddenly 

...........: omg so so sorry maan I thought you were someone elsee 

Abdulaziz: hmm its okay 

She looked behind me and screamed saying : " SOOOOOOMMOOO "

 I turned around and find this annoying lady that I just knew she's next to my apartment 

Her face turned red cus well I knew her name was somo 

I looked at her from head to toe with a smirk and said: hmm somo is your name huh *giggle*

The blonde haired girls said: oh noo noo she 9amiaa but I call her somo cus its easy to me well you kn-......

She couldn't continue her sentence and there was the girl that I finally knew her name "9"amia 7a6at ed'ha 3ala 7alj this blonde girl::: 

Abdulaziz: so 9amia:: I finally knew you name * I turned my face to the blonde and said * so blonde we must have a talk *wink* what's you name mademoiselle ?

...........: HAHAHAHA *y3ny ga3da t'th7ak bdfasha:::* jacklen :$ you may call me jacki 

Abdulaziz: okay jacki *wink* see ya later 

I giggled and walked out but soon on 9amia held my hand and said 

Samia: ufff ent bkel mukan bt6l3le ?! W ana samia mu 9amia lm3loumatek okay * she said with an annoying cute voice *

Abdulaziz: enzain y3ny laish gltele ?:: * trying to annoy her*

Samia: MAA7EEB A7AAD YNADEENEEE 9AMIAAA !!!!!!!! 

Abdulaziz: okay haday haday 9amia ::

I was about to run away wela tmskne w tgoul : mabe ashufek again bs krhtek mn al7en tara kelesh ma t'tha7ek tnarfez w 8atheth w kareh w jaykar w muz3ej w mu3aqad w ma 3ndik bristij w yahel w ma tn3a6a wayh !

Okay jed shalkalam ? A3arfech t3rfene ? 7a6emat m3nweyate w I felt sad 

Abdulaziz: okay 

Wakhart ed'ha 3any ele ma la7eth'tha wwala shalt'ha w dzayt'ha w 6l3t 

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THANK YOOOU :*******

VIVIR , AMOR , RIER chapter 3

Previously on the second




Guy2: emshaw khal nrou7 alfnde8 6yartna btmshe b3ad sa3a t2akhrna

Guy3: yallah wallah ra7 afgdkoum

And they stood up and left

Well I stalked them a lot =)):::

Anyways I grabbed my purse and got up I went to my apartment again and found salem with his friend I felt a bit shy cuz he's a kuwaiti guy so I got out they didn't even notice me they were watching some match

I rode my car and thought of a place to go then I decided to go to a park that I usually go there to relax

Once I got their salem called

Salem: wainchh sosoo ?

Samia: at the parkk

Salem: laish ma rdaytay ?

Samia: shftk blbait m3a 9a7bek w tfashalt so 6l3t

Salem: shd3wa 3laich ;p tra byt'3da 3ndna btyen ?

Samia: laa !

Salem: lool okay ttyl bye

Samia: byee

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hmmm where to eat lunch ? ;p

Iff twny mtrayga

I puted my headphones and closed my eyes w enjoyed those 7 minutes of freedom when suddenly this girl came in the park screaming and yelling her lungs out I stood up quickly and ran to her while saying:

Samia: what's wrong ???? What's wroongg??

..............: uhhh!!! *sniff* meee *cries* go go !! * crying and whining*

Kanat mt7jba hmm ymkin emarateyaa !

Samia: emarateya ? * she looked shocked *

.............: kuwaiteyaa * crying*

Samia : shfeeech

...............: zouj- Zouu- *sobbing* she couldn't breathe well !

Samia: ushh ushhhh trying to make her more calmer !
And when I thought I did a good job she drifted into her dreams !

I toke her to my car and headed to my apartment midway I called salem basically I asked him if he's in home he answered no ill come late at night or maybe ill stay at my friend crip was his response
Good cuz I don't want this lady to be uncomfortable
 Once I reached home she was awake dakhalt'ha my apartment she was crying and all lama sketat gltlaha

Samia: what's wrong ? Shfeech ?

............: zoujy !! E7na yayen shahar al3asal ekteshaft ena yshrab w yrou7 she8a8 allah yster 3laih * crying* sa3dene abee areed alkuwait !!*crying* etha shafne bythb7ne !

Samia: * I started thinking this poor lady I won't leave her ill help !* okay rou7y al7amam '3slay wayheech ill wait her

...........: okay

I brought my laptop w I poked her a flight for kuwait today @ 7:30 well it was 4 ymdee !

Khle9at w we went to the airport g3dna at star bucks then I asked

Samia: umm I don't know your name ;p I'm samia *reached my hand to shake*

...........: *pulled he hand forward* ana maha

Samia: nice to know you maha , I got surprised once I knew ena enty kwaiteya

Maha: lool enty kuwayteya 9a7 ?

Samia: *madre shgoul lana mnzman ma shft alkuwait!* ehh ;p

Maha: shyaybech menee ?;p

Samia: I live in her :p

Maha: aah okay

Samia: what about getting some things for you ?

Maha: nfs shnu y3ny ?

Samia: emshyy


I took her to a bag store at the airport bought her a big bag and drifted to many shops and bought some clothes and shoes and the important thing she needs and some snack for the plane then settled in some random cafe


Maha: ambee samiaa jed shloun a6la3 mn yzaach mshkoouraaa jeed I loove yoooou

Samia: masawayt shy 7bebtyy ;**

Maha: la tnsene jed its an honor for me to know you !

Samia: alsharaf leey ba3ad glbyy

Maha: ohh now lazim adkhal !:(

Samia: weeh yallah blslaamaa 7beebty , 36eene r8mech aw shy I would've like to connect with you

Maha: okay 997*****

Samia: okaay I'll whatsup yoou

Maha: enshallah yalla byee 7bebtyy ;*

Samia: byee *while hugging her*

She left and entered the gate..



I decided to sit in my place wayed frayt maly khlg at7arak uff rasyyy -.-
























                                          *GASP*


I swear to god he freaked the hell of me ! What the fu*k is he doing ???!! Wai3 wai3 shef omah omg !!





Remember those 3 guy's earlier today ??


Guy number 3 showed up and stood in front of my table and stared at me with a smirk



Samia: what ?;/

........: nothing

Ystahbel :)?

Samia: move!

.........: I don't feel like moving

Samia: okay :)


He was standing staring and I was setting mumbling :) we looked hilarious !::

...........: why did you listen to our chat earlier today ?;)

Omg:::

Samia: huh ?;/

........: y3ny ana mu emarateya ma afham :: mu 3lay halswalef ana !

Ambe shybe hatha 8athnee !! Okay kayfee kayfee bsma3 mu cafe obouk 7a6a brou7ek ma7ad ysma3

Samia: okay ? Sha'sawelek ?

.......: slamatich , I'm abdulaziz

While standing cuz 6agat chabdy " okay abdulaziz bye ;p"


I was going to move until he...



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VIVIR , AMOR , RIER chapter 2

My story may seem boring a the begening but ENJOY ;p
Previously on the first chapter :


Umm I'm felling kinda uncomfortable telling the story of my families death so basically everyone died expect me and salem and salah *salem & salah are twins*


After one weak salah got sick and he's getting sick a lot then he drifted to comma and died..


الله يرحمهم

Mshtagtl'hum wayed bs allah kareem
After that me and salem were alone my grand fathers and grand mothers and uncles and antes hated us , they thought we were the reason our family died

Then rf3aw 8atheya 3layna w they wanted the money dad left cuz well we became wealthy obouy kan '3any w 3nda sharekat w 3marat

But they didn't got the money w ana w salem were nafseyan t3baneen
 So we kinda work out every thing salem knows a good man kan 9a7eb obouy w he runs the combine m3ah so 3marat obouy welsharekat were all sold w they were bought w we got like a lot of money ykfena w yubga WAYYED w we still have sharektain sh'3alen we got their money

Any ways we decided to go to london for the rest of our lives

We managed that and settled in

Back to the story:





 I called salem


Salem: 9a7 alnooum ya 2esh6aa

Samia: hehe 9a7 bednik , waineek ?

Salem: 3nd 9a7be

Samia: aa okay , ana ba6la3 okay ?

Salem : wain ?

Samia: madry btmasha w batrayag

Salem: okay take care x

Samia: okay bye

Salem: bye

I ended the call

Got up and went to the bathroom did my things

I got out and chose a lose blouse it was tall and lose with my skini dye dynamite , it looked cute , khlayt my hair naturally curly w flayta , 76ayt skin color lip gloss w shwya cream *ma7eb a7e6 make up wayed* , khthayt my keys + headphones + ipod + phones + purse = ready to roll ;p

I got out and headed to a close coffee shop and sat there ,


Tim : hey there how are you ?

Samia : hey tim , great :p

Tim: so the original ?

Samia : as usual :p

Tim: okay

I putted my head phones and started listing to adele's songs if you know her :p

RUMER HAS IT
{ She, she ain't real
She ain't gon' be able to love you like I will
She is a stranger
You and I have history or don't you remember?
Sure, she's got it all but baby is that really what you want?

Bless your soul, you got your head in the clouds
She made a fool out of you and, boy, she's bringing you down
She made your heart melt but you're cold to the core
Now rumour has it, she ain't got your love anymore

Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)


She is half your age
But I'm guessing that's the reason that you've stayed
I heard you been missing me
You've been telling people things you shouldn't be
Like when we creep out, she ain't around
Haven't you heard the rumours?

Bless your soul, you got your head in the clouds
You made a fool out of me and, boy, I'm bringing you down
You made my heart melt yet I'm cold to the core
But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for

Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)

All of these words whispered in my ear
Tell a story that I cannot bear to hear
Just 'cause I said it, it don't mean that I meant it
People say crazy things
Just 'cause I said it, don't mean that I meant it
Just 'cause you heard it

Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)
Rumour has it
(Rumour)

But rumor has it he's the one I'm leaving you for}

Tim brought my usual hot chocolate and said : do you want something to eat ?

Samia: no thank you

And he left

I puted my headphone and started shuffle then I noticed a group of 3 guys sat in the table in front of me

I heard some of there convo

Guy 1: shku ent elthany la t'tfalsaf

Guy2: shdrak int yimkin

Guy1: kilish kilish shakel'ha lbnaneya amrekeya bs kuwaiteya la !

*guy 3 was staring -.- I didn't look at them so I don't want them to know that I know what they are saying but I felt him staring*

Guy2: wallah agoum as2al'ha al7en bs fokna mn 7anitik awal mara tshouf wa7da 7lwa ?

Guy1: ekel teben bas

Guy3: enzain sh7arkoum kuwayteya wela bakstaneya !

Guy1: chub chub ent ! Ra7 ashtaglik wallah

Guy2: 7ywan ga6na blkuwait 6a7sen b gust w aum w yayle ent mene 3alra7a

Guy3: *laughing* ele ygoul ana abe m'39oubb !

Hmm so he's studying her ;p

I was hearing their convo that was boring :) when my phone rang

It was my class mate jacklen uhh maly khlg'ha

Jacklen : heey somooo * she call me somo instead of samia y3ni*

Samia: hello jackii

Jacklen: are you coming tomorrow ?

Samia: of course , I don't need new lectures from the doc -.-

Jacklen : yeeah ;p so, umm were throwing a party next week all of the collage guy's and girls are coming , pleeeeasee comeeee withh meeee

Samia: lool jackii okay when next week come remind me ;p

..............: 9out'haa 3athaaaaabbb

*iwas holding my laugh of course that's guy 1:::*

Jacklen: okay gurrrrl see ya tomorrow

Samia: see ya byee

Guy1: tukfa tukfa 3lmny chm 7chwa englayzeya bthabe6'ha

*i tried not to laugh so I turned my head so they won't notice*

Guy3: goula'ha hii you suck

Guy1: shnu y3nii ?

Guy3: y3ni alsalam ya jamela

Guy1: okaay :D * he got up from his table and headed to me*
He then said: hii you suck :D

*i remained silent*

Guy1: ok ok bye chaaww

Guy1: ya khara shfehaa ?

Guy3: madrryy*while laughing out loud*

Guy2: emshaw khal nrou7 alfnde8 6yartna btmshe b3ad sa3a t2akhrna

Guy3: yallah wallah ra7 afgdkoum

And they stood up and left

Well I stalked them a lot =)):::

VIVIR , AMOR , REIR chapter 1

"VIVIR , AMOR , REIR"♡


Saturday 12:26 PM

I woke up that day with all sadness surrounding me in all of my body,
My eldest brother salem was out and I was alone in the apartment , no one to care for me ,no one feel me , no one can say how are you or good morning or what are you up to , I thought my life was miserable until this week , my life turned upside down ohh sorry , let me introduce you to me:

I'm samia , 23 years old , I have a long hair like really long hair ,every one tell me cut it its way long but I keep it cuz my mom always wanted a long hair to me and she's dead by now allah yr7am'ha , my hair is naturally wavy light brown , my eyes are way small and light brown , I have thick eye lashes and that give a good thing cuz my eyes are to small to be notice with there light color any ways I'm nor short or tall , I have a normal nose no need to describe , and a full lips.


My brother salem , he's 25 years old , he have this cute messy brown hair , he's kinda alike its wavy , he have the same eye color as mine but with a big eyes like dads also long eye lashes , he's tall way tall mashallah he have a perfect nose for mens , and a normal lips .


My brother and I relation ship is so strong ,we hang out together a lot
Okay let me tell you about my family


My mom and dad and my 2 brothers s3oud w salah and my little sister sarah are dead allah yr7m'hum w y'3md rou7hom aljana enshallah


A vision of the accident :

Today I had a great day ambe wanasa all of my family going out together we rarely do that so were out of avenues on our way home






















Screaming and whining is all what I'm hearing , damnn uhhh my head aaaaay :'( y3aweer uhh ambyy I can't movee !!

Samia: s3ooud s3oudd*crying* yuumaaa ayy ryoulyyy *whipping*


No one answered suddenly I opened my eyes to see my self surrounded with many doctors and .. Were is my family


Uhhhh pain pain pain is killing me !!


..............: tsm3eene ... Samiaa ... *held my hand* tsm3enee ??


Samia : ummm ..

What's wrong ?? I can't talkk

................: samia 3arafteene ??


Samia : ummm * I turned my head tying to say No*

................: samia ana okhouch ana salah !


Suddenly every thing hit me ! Every detail everything

Samia: ummm ummmm !! *saying yes yes !*
And I started to cry

And drafted to my nightmares ..





I woke up next morning

Umm I'm felling kinda uncomfortable telling the story of my families death so basically everyone died expect me and salem and salah *salem & salah are twins*


After one weak salah got sick and he's getting sick a lot then he drifted to comma and died..


الله يرحمهم

hello again

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So as you can see I deleted my story , I will start a new one that is totally different then the first totally fiction but with days you'll understand that my story talk about how the girl looks 0% in the boys mind while he thinks he's perfect 

You may not understand me now but I'm sure you will later 

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